I feel broken to pieces! i am so tired can i anyone calm me down?

my husband and i are about to divorce although i tried hard to keep my family but unfortunately he won't change he is always angry shouts at my face curses me disrespects me, humiliates me in public, goes out with bad friends alone without even telling me...and every time he tells me if u don't like it then leave...he doesn't care about my feelings and tears...it's just so hurtful! and the thing is I’ve never been with anyone but him. he was my first love,relation,kiss everything u can't imagine how attached i am to him! i mean i'm feeling like a loser bcs i lost years of my life i'm 26 now, i've been with him since i was 16 i never achieved anything in life only trusted him and look what he did to me in the end! i'm so scared i don't know what to do how to think i mean if we get divorced i don't know what will happen to me i'm gonna have a nervous breakdown...do u think i still have the chance to make him the man i knew 10 years ago? and if no what should i do? how can i survive without him?pls pls help me!